its been a little over a year i thought that id commit myself to a man i had met. I cant tell if this is a good idea. he is sometimes too childish for me. too obnoxious. too belligerent. too not like me. his child threw a fit at the beach while i was drunk and high. i think people knew. he thinks im crazy. i think hes crazy. i dont think we are right for each other yet we seem to cling onto each other with no plans of letting go. we both know we have fallen in love. but i feel too young to settle down. im 19. i will probably fall in love with someone who actually loves me back the way they should. webcaming has gotten better though. ive been having more fun. im more open to kinky stuff, like swallowing cum. my least fav, but you have to do what you have to do. im more annoyed by people trying to converse with me on the site while not pay. i think some people like young girls, maybe younger than me. there seems to be a lot of incest fantasy going on that site and maybe even some extreme small penis humiliation. i cant be dom, i can only be sub.